Expressing Life

You

01 Dec 2009 2 Comments

by Rahil in Love Tags: Article, પ્રેમ, વ્યથા, Love, Miss You

Today, the day just like some other day! Nothing special, nothing exhilarating. But, as I opened eyes a tear ball rolled; heart turned into chasm; and above all that, weeping soul didn’t wish to wake-up. Now, this led me to the quest of finding reason. But I dug the reason out, and reason was you! I was grieving; and simple reason was your absents in my utter chaotic life.

Do you remember the evening when we sat side by side on the bench, you holding that tiny little piece of, barely callable, paper and urging me if you can draw my comic, and you suddenly started giggling. But then, I quite a bit agreed to that. I didn’t tell you the reason then, but I deep down knew that ‘my little artist’ would spend at least half an hour or so and meanwhile compulsion would not let me move even an inch. That was the wittiest part of all, you know why? ‘Cas I had my time to secretly observe you – admire you as the almighty’s charisma and that also without telling you! I could see the grin on your lively face mixed with the reddish yellow dim light, even after false try to shear by bare tree, of setting tired sun. I saw your eyes were busy reading me like an open book and ears were paying careful attention to the some singing bird up above and repeating that same tune.

Do you know that I had persistent hope of a day to play with your feather soft eyes; to roll my fingers in your silky-smooth curls falling from your forehead, every now and then! And for my surprise, that evening this hope was no longer hope – it was a reality. We took a walk, side by side – just I and you – hands in hands weaved as one, and I felt you smiling with wide open arms to embrace the whole world into you and pour never ending happiness. That was the time I satisfied my infinite urge to hold you in my arms; give you taut hug and tender cuddle mixed with whispering words of love in your cute ears. I was very unsure, will you or won’t you tremble, about a delighting kiss on your very perfect sugary soft lips. Hey! Gorgeous, opposite to my fear, you didn’t tremor even a bit. That was the moment in time when you almost took my breath away!! Moment was so potent that it made me feel thousands of butterflies fly and gave beautiful cherubic feelings of your presence. Every now and then, I daydreamt of you – your prettiness and I always wanted the time – our very own time – when I could put my head on your lap and forget about all the rituals, filled with uncertainties, of the world and sleep till the end of time. Lucky me! Everything I wanted you made it very true! You – my soul and soul-mate, the best gift that anyone can expect on birthday!

But, after all these on the fly blushing thoughts, again a tear ball rolls out and that also out of blue! Heart again starts sinking. All sprouted thoughts are puffed and I am face to face with reality from nowhere – “Who are you? Why haven’t I met you yet?”